Seeing somebody's aura ... it's much more than just seeing somebody.

"Brighter" by Paramore... I should really review "All We Know".

AFTER EXAMS.

• English
• Lit
• Legal
• Food/Media (on the same day...oh dear)

Lit is INTENSE right now, but I feel much better about it than the English exam. Now I know what people mean by wanting an exam result so much you're willing to work your behind off.

OH MY GOSH.
You may as well just slap "Season 6 spoilers" on my blog and be done with it.

6x07. Dean's looking a bit more appealing nowadays.

...Jewels don't you dare say "I told you so".

"So, what do you say we kill some evil sons of bitches and we raise a little hell?"

It's been what... 5 months since the convention? Keeping an eye on the website for any future Supernatural conventions.

Channel Ten's REALLY pissed me off. We're now almost a season behind in Supernatural and it won't be airing again until the new digital channel comes into play. There are no words for Ten's idiocy.

Muck up day was awesome. Perfect way to say goodbye to the year.

...plus we may or may not have put the fear of god in some younger year levels with our surprise attack. :D

Exammmmmms. have to pull my socks up for the English exam.

Official exam checklist:

• English
• Lit
• Legal
• Food/Media (on the same day...oh dear)

So I'll be away for a little while I guess.

Blank.

School?... finished.

I don't think it's really sunk in yet. I think the Lit party definitely dented me, as well as signing everyone's tees, but other than that, nothing.

I reckon it might hit after exams.... when we're having the EPIC HARRY POTTER MOVIE MARATHON.

But right now I'm just blank. Maybe tomorrow at muck up day? :D

♪ The sins are pride and envy.

So I was looking for promo pictures for the next episode and I found this ...

ARGH kill me nowwwwwwww.

And I thought I might throw this in for fun.

I really must stop feeling envious. It's not especially satisfying.

Two days left of high school... I'm not counting muck up day.

Wow. No idea how to feel about that.

...EXAMS.

Just kill me now. :|

Woooooooooooooooo.

Went to Oddity last night, and I just got so happy. Here were my talented friends, and I had such a great time.

At one point Mitch dedicated "The Middle" to me, and I got so excited I got up on stage next to him and jumped around screaming the song along. It was such an exhilarating experience and hopefully somebody took a photo, because I've never really behaved that way in public with no regrets, ask anyone. Absolutely no regrets.

And not a minute spent to think that we'd regret. So we just take it back, so we just take it back ...

Stress. It's like the number one thing to trip people up these days. And anger.

The only one who's allowed to get angry for no reason is my friend Crowley over here.

Because he's a DEMON, that's why. :D

I've also noticed that the only way you can get to that point, is by lack of RELAXING and knowing when enough is enough.

So here are things that work for me. And in moderation, people. Don't get lazy. I think that's my main problem.

• Listen to music. Really depends on my mood; Vampire Weekend for cheering me up, Paramore/The Vasco Era if I'm feeling that tad bit rebellious, and Doves B-side songs turned down low to drift off to sleep to.
• BREATHE. Most of the times when you're that stressed and angry, you're not thinking straight. And watch who you take it out on! It's one thing to yell when the reciever deserves it, another to inflict it on people who are trying to help you.
• Think happy thoughts.
• Try wearing a funny hat with a straight face. Walk around like you're not wearing it and let the reactions cheer you up.

Stay calm and enjoy the rest of your week.

Vampire Weekend.

No really, VAMPIRE WEEKEND.

Now I want the older album.

I iTunes binge way too often. XD

6x03.

This part of the week I love most.

Retreating to my room to watch the latest Supernatural episode, drinking out of my convention-obtained Supernatural mug, where the only one to hear my fangirl giggles are my Supernatural decorated walls, including my photo with and autograph from MISHA COLLINS. :D

Wooooooo. :D

♪ Vampire Weekend :D

I LOVE EXCHANGING FILES.

Music, episodes... just plugging in my usb and seeing something new makes me smile.

Ohhhhhhh, playlists. Most of the music I've been given in the past month is AMAZING. I've also been shamelessly promoting

The Vasco Era.

I'm telling you, seeing them live was absolutely life changing. want to see them again. Hopefully next year? :)

Je ne comprends pas.

I don't know. I don't understand. I hate not being able to understand.

In between people trying to matchmake oh-so-subtly, people trying to come to terms with themselves, obvious unrequited hills to climb and other people's stress, I feel like I'm sprinting to catch up with myself.

Keats is proving to be incredibly elusive to understand. Not from lack of trying, I feel like my head's about to explode. Trying to grasp this process, it has effectively grasped me. Being so frustrated has loosened my hold on my temper. I'm more likely to snap than calm down.

Having my frustration mocked doesn't help.

Although I guess that if things came too easy they're not fully appreciated.

So I'll try staying positive.

And try not to snap.

Supernatural S6?

It's been okay so far. The last one was definitely better.

Saw the promo for the next one and went OHMYCAS.

The fangirl's back. :D

So let the flames begin.

What a shame

We all became such fragile, broken things

A memory remains just a tiny spark

I give it all my oxygen

To let the flames begin

So let the flames begin

. . . my new theme song. I love it. It's got that whole

I won't give up,

I'll never give up,

just you try and stop me

vibe.

Plus I've always been weirdly fascinated with fire.

Taken by me some while ago and altered using picnik.com

And I remembered this and went back looking for it.

Yeayahhhh. :D