WARNING: ranting.

And we're got to find other ways to make it alone, but keep a straight face. Here comes my rant.

I'm tired of feeling like the slow, useless, stupid person in the room. I'm tired of being the nice girl that finishes last. I'm tired of being nothing. I'm tired of being taken for granted. I'm tired of hiding behind this big cardboard cut out of who everyone thinks I am. I'm tired of everyone thinking I'm smart, when my grades are just slipping further every time I look.

I want to be happy, my mentality caught up with everyone else, and I want to be normal.

But I may as well be listing things I'll never have.